Friday, December 31, 2010

Oh, Winter Sports...

(first time review)
Snowboarding/ Skiing: 
Activity that requires great skill, discluding naturals. If you seek an adrenaline rush, these sports are for you! I also compare this rush to the one attained via gymnicetics.

I managed to try not to look like a gaper (I learned that one from my bro) and had a few good runs! I was totally sore after two days but no big matter. It's so fun! Even more fun: falling. I never fell on skis, and I fell on purpose on a board because I'm too paranoid I'm going to hit someone or high-speed faceplant. I know, isn't that the point? Did I forget that I mentioned adrenaline rush? Black diamonds in no time.

Verdict: Boarding was more fun for me because it's a challenge. Skiing I picked up right away. We were in Wisconsin staying near this great place called Granite Peak. It was supposedly notably bigger than any of the locations in Illinois to ski/snowboard.

Now, can I join my bro, his best friend, and my dad on their prestigious Breckenridge and Vail trips? No, I guess not.

xoxo lisa marie

Friday, December 24, 2010

Where Troubles Melt Like Lemon Drops...

...for a sore throat.

I'm still really sick :(
Deactivated my facebook.

xoxo lisa marie

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Overly Sensitive

enough said. :(
It will always be this way for me.
Why does it have to be this way.
Sometimes I can't stand myself.
I live in my dreams.
Occurences crush my dreams.
Short blogs never last.
feeling very sickly and
unmotivated today.

xoxo lisa marie

Sunday, December 19, 2010

My Survival Tips for Life

they're a little cliche... but still true.
Be grateful for what you have.
Find things to laugh about... it's the best medicine.
Never give up.
Don't take it too seriously.
Find and seek the things you brighten it.
Ignore things and people that bring you down.
Dance in the rain. (reality-wise and metaphorically)
Push through hell. 
All you need is love. (something I might never find.)
This is a rough draft.
Feel free to make your own list. :)

xoxo lisa marie :)

Friday, December 17, 2010

Maybe I Should Just Stop Blogging.

Maybe I should just start blogging about celebs? I need to pick one.
Always misunderstood.
I think/worry too much. 
busy day tommorow. sleep. :)

xoxo lisa marie

I Had No Idea...

love, save the empty. 

I just don't know what to do. It's like the room is spinning and I'm the only one that's dizzy. Everything is dull. Everything is gone. Show me the light, the only one that comes on. It's like I stopped breathing just for a while, it's even so hard to run that mile. I'm shaking with thoughts of worthlessness, but wishing away never meant anything less. Insecure like a wilting flower, I sit still hour by hour. God, show me the way. Love, save me.

"I just want to be loved. I ask for nothing more, God and you just won't give it to me. For one that thrives on love, to feel like you have none is the utmost horrible thing. For one that is loving, you love to see me in pain."

xoxo lisa marie

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

A Little Slice of Humble Pie

K.Stew and R.Patz, in my opinion, somewhat humble stars.

The Boring Stuff...I blog it all. :)
Whenever someone discusses humility it's a very touchy subject. To tell someone they aren't humble, could possibly be a huge insult, whether or not the person values that quality. I try to consider myself humble, for what I get in this life. I never like to brag (unless it's something VERY cool I will share it with my friends), but guess what? The internet is a freeway for that. It always will be. It's kinda stupid in my opinion. People can get away with so much its unreal. I love so many people in their real non-technological selves. Real Life: A Million Times Better. I've met a lot of peeps in this life and I pretty much loved a lot of them... and still do. I always get mistaken for being too shy or quiet at first (even a snob), when in reality, it just takes me a really long time to get adjusted to people. It really depends. Ok, so that doesn't really relate to humility, or this post, it's just something about me. Now celebrities, almost always have big egos- but there are a rare few gems that, from what I know don't. The only ones I can think of off the top of my head are Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson. They're never really trash-talked and they never really bask in the spotlight, if you know what I mean. They tend to their own lives. Yo, Kanye West, get outta here.

xoxo lisa marie

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Without Love, It's Always Snowing in My Life.

but what the hell...snow is kinda cool.

I have come to the conclusion that I will be forever without love. I know, it's so negative to say. Love is all-around- it's in everything. Rain, snow, nature, best friends, family, your guitar, your style. But true love is supposed to be something that's elite, above all other delightful feelings and occurences. I don't think it's ever supposed to be through online dating sites, (oh, you go 2010!) it's just supposed to be something that happens. A beautiful miracle. Like a knock your door. Hello, love. This has never happened to me. All I see are snowflakes, each with their own different pattern. But I'm not gonna sit around and cry, embrace the depression. I'm gonna run. I'm gonna run all the way to Los Angeles. To New York City. To London. To Paris. To heaven. Wherever I end up, meet me there.

xoxo lisa marie

Wednesday, December 8, 2010


I put way too much of it on myself. Not like it's necessary, but I also tend to be a huge perfectionist. The odd part is I get really messy and cluttered. Perfectionism picks its fights. Especially here, online. It's one of the reasons I don't really like the internet, even though I'm an addict. I don't think it will ever get better. New technology is sending everything downhill in the communication department. Next thing you know we'll be hanging :o

xoxo lisa marie

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

A Thousand Words

To fully understand another human being, one must fully understand themselves.

xoxo lisa marie :)