I need a change of atmosphere. Being at home all the time is smothering my well being. I try to relax, but it doesn't work- I overanalyze so much. I even cry about things that probably aren't worth crying over. As much as I do, can never seem to calm myself down. Most likely a lot of the time I'm a nervous wreck, stressing over small insignificant things. There are obviously other issues that are worth the energy. I get really frightened sometimes and I wish I could give my body a vacation. Slowly, I am making my escape. ♥
xoxo lisa marie
p.s. I have bitter feelings towards myself at times for the choices i've made in my life.