The Cleansing Season.

Bring truth, and wherever you go, 

follow your internal compass.

Spring: It's a time of renewal. It washes away all the harshness brought on by winter. I love that first day where you wake up and the earth smells like spring. Flowers bloom, rainstorms start coming more often, and everything looks beautiful and imperfect in it's own little perfect way. Spring break for those in school, (and I) ("Listen to the ocean, but don't take it's advice word for word."- AE ad. in a collage.) leads to everyone getting antsy for summer.

Then again, on the flip side, it reminds me that when summer comes, I cannot go anywhere my ex-best friends are. I have about eight adjectives and two nouns to call them. I hope they have fun. I am probably not going to go on a road trip (that I'm supposed to plan) with the best friends I do have because they're too busy with summer school. The end of August might work but who knows. It seems like lately they've all given up on me. Everyone has, they just acknowledge that I'm there. I might be exaggerating a little bit, but that's what it feels like.

Trust me, eventually i will get around to somehow explain all this weird crap that I have all over my blog. That doesn't mean the weird crap is going to stop. I've always had a really strange yet interesting internet life. and no ch-ch-ch cherry bomb-ing phase yet. ;) Just kidding. I need to find a way to let go of grudges. Cleansing the mind of altercations of the past. For me that's next to impossible, the seasons can't even change it. But what dumbass said the impossible isn't possible? I mean, I've seen a 28 year old learn a full (twisting layout) for the first time. I can't believe I deleted my post about Jason Mraz & Tristan Prettyman. I had a spaz attack when I found out they were engaged. It's incredible. :)

xoxo lisa marie