British Men.

There is just something about them that is downright sexy. The accent? The attitude? The cleanliness?
Whatever it is, they're my favorite. I want to save up enough money to move to London when I'm older.
Apparently, that's where I'll meet my husband, according to someone... :)

Better together...

so cute, as lovers...(maybe not anymore)

friends...

xoxo lisa marie

It's All Quite Really Like A Paradox

"Those who are there for you when you need them most, that is their true color. The color of friendship."

Who would have guessed that mine turned out to be the biggest unintentional test ever.

I didn't know what I was doing half the time, and my friends would always ask "You're sure you're okay now?" Every time I saw them.  They only knew half the story. I know by now that I'm a horrible story teller.

xoxo lisa marie. 

You Will Find It

WHEN WHAT YOU SEE IS WHAT YOU LACK, 

THEN SELFLESS LOVE WILL CHANGE YOU BACK

Panda Express anyone? The other day I told my mom: "I really wish I could be friends with Lindsay Lohan." Yes, I was serious. I feel like there is an absence of love in this world. I'm not doing too great myself. No one cares anymore. I know, "Lisa is crazy!" But in general, I want and love to be there for people; my friends, regardless of the way I am treated, forgotten, or ditched.
More on that some other time.
Prepare to get confused. Freaky Friday was, and is such a great movie. I love the parts with her mom and Jake (The guy Anna really likes and is actually her trapped in her mom's body), and I love the restaurant scene. but my favorite part is when they play the audition at the House of Blues. Tess, her mom, trapped in her daughter Anna's body, has to play lead guitar for her band. This all takes place in between the wedding rehearsal dinner. They make it back in time to give a very heartfelt speech, and they switch back. Did you know Lindsay had extensive guitar lessons for the movie? Jamie Lee Curtis was also coached for the solo. All this mom stuff, I think I am really tempted to start a new blog. "Stuff My Mom and I Say." We fight, but when we don't- most of it is funny, some of it is witty, and sometimes it's just out there...

I think everyone experiences extremely weird, coincidental things. Even the really "freaky" stuff. It seems these days that's happened to me a lot...a lot has changed...
What if you body-switched with one of your best friends or sister/brother? Opposite sex would be even worse. I love my imagination. It's something everyone needs. :) I have so much anxiety though too. I wish it would just evaporate. Panic attacks are not fun. It also plays into what goes on outside my brain, and it sucks! I wish there was a fortune that says "YOUR WORRIES WILL DISAPPEAR, WHEN WHAT IS MEANT TO BE IS CLEAR."

xoxo lisa marie

Seeing and Songwriting

Let me just say I love this concept-- "It's not about how you look, it's about how you see." It could be viewed as something about looks but I think it's really about how you "look" and "see." Different mindsets. I think seeing is non-judgmental, open, and about finding the beauty in everything. There are people out there that just don't get it, and never will. I without a doubt stray from time to time. But I love viewing the world with my own imaginary pair of glasses. It's all about love :)

I am no Taylor Swift. Look at that girl!

It's not about the award, it's about the music.

I'm sick of writing "songs" on post-its. They're not even songs. Honestly, I write a lot of great lyrics and poems, but it's really difficult for me to put together a song. It's hard for me at this time because I am still figuring my life out. I don't really have one passion. If this is my talent, I'm so disorganized. I don't know how Taylor Swift does it. I met her a few months before Fearless came out. Amazing. It's really hard for me to write fiction (even though it has happened before) so I don't really share a lot. :(

xoxo lisa marie

It's My Birthday. Well, it's Your Birthday Too.

...and I don't think anyone really cares. I turn 20 today. I'm too lazy to write some cliché reflection or something prophetic and meaningful. If my best friends weren't so (blankity blankity blank) or going on their vacations, or even living in different states, I would be able to see them loads more around my birthday. I complain way too much. I know,"Be grateful for what you have." Sad face still on.

xoxo lisa marie